Missing someone badly...

mood: jetlag


Monday night, well, its more like Tuesday morning. Its already 12:52am. I probably should be sleeping right now but I want to write in here before I do that. I need to get myself back on the right schedule so my jetlag time would go away. I just came back from my 2 week vacation on Saturday. Went to Japan and Hong Kong. The 2 weeks went by really quick, but then at the same time, it did feel like I was gone for such a long time when I walked back in the office. So strange.

So my other half isn't home with me this week. He's still in Hong Kong for another week for conference and meetings. I miss him so much. I never realize that I would miss him this much. This reminds me of us when we were dating. He was in Hong Kong and I was here in the US. Sometimes, its quite unbelievable that I really feel that sinking feeling in my heart when I miss him so much. It really does hurt. Maybe that's what they called "love". And that being in love, I really feel all this when he's not by my side.

Well, I'm getting sleeping so I better go to bed now. Will write more tomorrow or later this week.